60/365 Nightfall (Unfinished)

I am the reason that night has begun to fall early and the darkness deeper.

I am the reason it snows.

And I hate to bother everyone with my petty forecast but I fear it will can only get worst

for this situation knows no better.

So before an angry mob shows up to burn down my house because it is the only source of heat that can get them through the winter.

Allow me to explain myself.

On November 21, 2010, I let him run his hands along the midnight scars of my inner thighs.

and that moment,

darkness fell and the stars had a certain (peculiar) brightness that created wrinkles across the sky as though the galaxy were squinting to find the dignity I fumbled on the stairs to his third floor apartment.

It was daylight then.

Daylight until I decided to lay in his bed.

Daylight until I let him whisper sweet black holes into my ear and got sucked into the fantasy

I must have been hold onto the world too tightly at that moment.

I am the reason night falls early and the darkness deeper.