Locked at the divet;
base chakra.
Held by the curves of my body;
God's hand.
That's not to say I'm any further from hell than anyone else,
I'm just closer to my own heaven.
I just spend my time worshipping the God in me,
knowing my inner-goddess.
That's to say I'm not rushing a tsunami to anyone's knees
until I know the power of my own tides.
until I understand beauty of the altar to which I will call my husband to worship.
He will not touch any part of me
that I have not already memorized.
I will know myself so I can spend the rest of my life
knowing him,
his touche,
the feel of this breath,
and shells
and walls.
I will develop the tools it takes to dismantle him.
I know my own walkd
and smile
and laugh
and smell
so that when he falls in love with me
I will not ask how,
because I would have already fallen for myself.
When he compliments me,
I will know exactly what he means.
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