Thursday, February 17, 2011

121/365 Letters 36

Dear Kylee,
I like Franklin. I wanted to text you...but I'm not sure how big your mouth is and I want an adult relationship. Adults don't spread rumors about who they like. They also don't date teenagers...but ignore that.

I don't know. He's REALLY sweet. Super smart. I feel comfortable with him. He's an amazing dancer. We enjoy each other and I have only had so much fun dancing with another person once. 

Could be a rebound though. Which is why I'm taking it slow. This is the plan...well...my fear is he's not the macho man I am often interested in. But I figure, I'm young and I can save my checklist for the years when I'm considering marriage.

Right now I just want fun relationships. Where I'm treated kindly, respected and do things that aren't sexual. I think that could easily be Franklin. That's my checklist for now.

The reason I bring it up is because I usually wait for the guy to make the first move but that may not happen with Franklin. We'll see. I'm pretty sure he likes me though.

So it goes as follows, I spend as much time with him as I can before I go back to school. Equally between groups and alone time. One thing I don't want to repeat from Kyle and my relationship is the inability to enjoy each other when we're not all over each other. Franklin and I will get that right if we're going to do this.

Meanwhile, I tell no one who knows him that I like him. Then, I guess when we get back, I just let it evolve. 

Exci-ci!

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