Dear Kyle,
I may have some really bad news.... What if i were to tell you that I only wanted you for your body?
What if I were to tell you that you are no use to me anymore and if we're not gonna hook up, we should call it even.
Think about it, I've been accusing you of all the things that were truly me at the core. Why should this one be any different. It could be, that this is the end of our chapter. That it would end because you've lost your use to me? How does that make you feel?
I don't know if it's true. All I know is my reason for being with you is the way you worked to fend off my demons, how you held me. We've never done anything to let me know we'd be good friends. All I want to do when I'm around you is be alone with you. Maybe not even to make out but to have you to myself. To have those moments leaded with meaning.
Ok, I'm going to the extremes. I'm only saying this because we haven't developed that relationship. Who's to day we won't. You've surprised me before. I never thought we would end up enjoying each other's company over the phone so much. I never thought we would be able to have text conversations. We have. That means our story, our relationship is capable of evolution.
I made you a promise, that I would earn back your trust. I don't plan on going back on that. Maybe I find something new about our relationship once I do. Alright, alright. I'll see in 4 months.
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