Friday, April 1, 2011

207/365 Letters 74 [3/30]

Dear Dominique,
He doesn’t want you.
That is not your fault.
Stop thinking that it is or else you are going to continue you believing it is something you can change.
Consider chasing so that this time you can get it right,
this time you can get him to stick around.
If you can get one stick around,
it’s like you’re father never left.
So you do things to make it better,
say things,
close your mouth more,
try to be softer,
prettier,
less volatile,
less awake.
But even when sleeping,
you can feel him moving away from you in his dreams.

So what did you want to do love?
Crack his head open?
You can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that.
And if he wants to leave,
let him leave….

He likes getting high more than he could ever love you.
And that’s a rap.

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