Dear Franklin,
Whoa.
Okay, that was unexpected and pretty warranted. So many things I want to say.
Thank you would probably be the first. As annoyed as I was at the situation, I really appreciated you caring enough about me to check where I was with my feelings. It means a lot to me, the way stop me from running and try your best to give me what I need. That tells me that you are wanting to stick around and be there for me. Just from the way you held me tells me that. I NEED to know that. So thank you.
I told you that it felt good to have you holding me and that I didn't know if that was helping long run or not. It doesn't. You're gonna have to hard on me but not really at the same time. It's mostly the things I have to do. You're probably right, I am affection with my friends but with you and Kyle it's on another level mostly because I want to fulfill that craving my feelings give me. I didn't think there was anything wrong with that as long as we weren't physically crossing the line and I still felt satisfied. I could still be right about that but it's more probable that there needs to be more of a strict line between friendship and a relationship. Maybe my feelings will go away or at least decrease.
Speaking of my feelings,let's not talk about them anymore. I have them, I'm aware of them and there power. Trust me, I've done this before. If they get to be too much and I need your help, I will let you know. Otherwise, don't assume that there's something going on because I will tell you if there is. Just assume the feelings a depleting at a reasonable pace and eventually they will be very closed to gone.
I'm working on it, k? So don't worry about it.
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