Dear Cherie Amor,
you're passing is a shock. it would seem lessons hardly last as long as you expect. I was too busy struggling for the finish line that I didn't see it right beneath my feet. humans are amazing aren't we? so adverse to change that we'll hold on to pain just to avoid it.
I deserved my win tonight. I'e come a long way from the young poet I started out as. I worked hard. I deserve to be rewarded for that. no shame in that. Eve took me forever to write. I was meticulous. win well earned.
Anyhow, I broke it off with Franklin and left it off. It's not the biggest victory in the world but an important one none-the-less. I'm well on my way to learning my worth. I also gave Reggie the boot which is a pretty big battle won. I'm learning the difference between a guy's problems and mines. Remembering not to blame myself and try to fix a relationship with some dude who ain't go the goods no how ;).
I'm going to find the balance with me thanks to you.
Next lesson; kindness.
Thank you for everything. You were amazing!
~Augustine
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