Even if you found it.
Some sort of unconditional love of a man.
What if you found it.
The guy who fulfill everything you think you craved.
Answered your late night phone calls and text messages,
was always there for you.
Supported you held you when you wanted.
Slammed you up against the wall when you wanted to feel his power.
Let you ride him when you needed to feel powerful.
Protected you,
understood you,
read your mind.
Even if such a mythical creature did exist,
even if he were at your door step this very moment,
would it really make a difference?
How could it make up for all the lost daddy hugs,
being swung over his shoulders,
the innocent kisses,
the ‘princesses” the “queens”.
How could it replace the dates that should have ran from your doorsteps scared,
or the embarrassing moments.
The support.
The protection.
How can it make up for the man his absence let use you.
How can it make up for the love you sought letting him.
It would never stop you chasing, craving, this figure that never existed.
So find peace. Rest.
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