Dear Ramone,
There are so many things wrong with the prospect of our relationship. You're not my type. Now grant it, the last guy I said that about did nothing less than sweep me off my feet and if you can manage that...I will let you.
I can't assume to know what you are capable of so it's totally possible. But from what I can tell, you're not what i'm looking for and I'm not what you need.
This is the shallow part. I've been looking for a black for quite sometime now. I've been deprived. My last black boyfriend was over two years ago and frankly, once you go black you're tweaking until you go back.
Yeah, it's terrible but that's not the top reason so don't hate me or yourself. Trust me, you're adorable. It's just not what I'm looking for.
As for those other, far more heavy reasons.
1. I shouldn't be in a relationship right now. I'm wrestling with demons and need to go it alone.
2. I got out of something just a few weeks ago and it's way too soon to start something else.
3. I don't think you need to be in a relationship right now either. From what I've heard; you're gong through. I will be here for you 100% as a friend. And I DO mean that. I love you as a friend. I meant that. But I can't be your crutch. You got to learn to stand on your own. I'm here for the process but I can't be the only one you turn to mostly because you need to open your eyes to the multitude of friends and people who love and are here for you. You have to.
So yeah, I will without a doubt be your friend. Who knows where that will lead. But for now, that's all I can be.
Much love,
Tiqi
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