37/365 Wonder what it could be like (free-write)

I wonder what it would be like to grow up slowly,

The joy of not learning things the hard way.

I wonder what it would be like just to float.

To let the currents of the universe take you down your path.

I wonder whose hands would be along the sides of that riverbank.

The hands that I'm meant to grab but let go of just as swiftly.

The ones that I need hold onto only until the lesson is over.

I wonder the people that have ran along the banks.

The reoccurring themes in my life.

The hands I can never seem to get enough of holding on to.

If I looked to God and asked Him to show me who they were,

I wonder what the line-up would look like.

Who would be in it,

who wouldn't...

It might surprise me.

The people who I've been holding onto that I long ago should have released.

The ones I've strained so hard to hold on.

The ones making my life that much harder.

Do you know that currents can be the strongest force,

especially when built up.

It's needless to say, but I'm letting go. 

Going with the flow. 

Enough wondering what it would be like.

Let's make it happen ;)